I remember / je me souviens
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For those limbic bursts of nostalgia, invented by Proust, miniaturized by Nicholson Baker, and freeze-dried by Joe Brainard in his I remember and by Georges Perec in his Je me souviens.

But there are no fractions, the world is an integer
Like us, and like us it can neither stand wholly apart nor disappear.
When one is young it seems like a very strange and safe place,
But now that I have changed it feels merely odd, cold
And full of interest.
          --John Ashbery, "A Wave"

Sometimes I sense that to put real confidence in my memory I have to get to the end of all rememberings. That seems to say that I forego remembering. And now that strikes me as an accurate description of what it is to have confidence in one's memory.
          --Stanley Cavell, The Claim of Reason


Wednesday, December 05, 2012
I remember, by recognition, how my father's driving sounded/sounds. Some particular style of shifting that was distinctive in a way that my mother's wasn't. I could tell more easily when he shifted up, even before I knew how gears worked, and the car would roll back from stops a little more perceptibly than with my mother. But his driving was so calm and confident that it felt like the kind of casual imperfection that comes with mastery, and that made it -- the mastery -- even more evident. It was much like the imperfections of adults' handwriting that signaled that they had perfected it: undotted i's, scrawls verging on illegibility, slashes for tick marks on test papers.


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